They inspire me to take better care of myself. To eat healthy. To be the best that I can be! (I would say they inspire me to stand up for what I believe in.. but I already do!)
They inspire my creativity. They make me want to draw again. I made a bracelet that says Dean Ambrose on it. I plan on making more. I even made a sign dedicated to them that I'm going to bring to the WWE event coming real soon. I sure hope they notice it!
I also suffer from depression. A lot of people act as if it’s just like being sad. That later on, I’ll be happy again. Depression is more serious than that. It doesn’t just go away. That’s why people seek professional help. Because of this depression, I don’t enjoy things the way that I use to. Suicide is on my mind all the time, and this lonely feeling never goes away. I feel distant from the world.. as if life is just an illusion. And yet..even though I feel this way every single day, once I see the Shield on my screen, I can’t help but smile. They lift me up when I am down. They bring excitement to my life. They make me laugh!
I’m not sure they realize how much of an impact they have on people. They make this world a better place.. And I thank them for that. If only I can show them how much I admire them..
Now that I've been taking care of myself, I haven't been so down lately. I'm starting to feel better about myself. So that's pretty much where I've been and what I've been doing. Getting a lot of exercise done and eating right.
WWE would not be the same without the Shield. I always look forward to seeing them on WWE. So much so that I've spent 10-13 hours watching them. Yes.. all in one day. And then the next day would come along, and I would watch them for around that many hours AGAIN. I was in denial at first.. but mom's right. I kind of am obsessed. They're the only reason I smile and actually feel like I mean it.